The Game Plan 1.0

about a month ago i screamed "I NEED A BETTER JOB!" to the heavens from inside my freshly totaled car...

some, may say this was a quite odd thing to exclaim right after hitting a deer at 75mph...  i would agree with them, yet this moment has been a catalyst helping me recognize my need for a new operating system.  a game plan must be enacted so i can learn to trust in Gd's provision for myself and maybe someday a family.

Who was it that said we must first get ourselves in order then we can put our family, church, city, state, country, bordering countries, continent, hemisphere, globe, moon, galaxy, universe in order?



Game plan:

1. stick to TRaK - got to love the Hammer!
2. Finish MNU - im sooooo close!!  will finish about the same time i finish TRaK.
3. (the kicker) Dating fast - have i mentioned this phrase's lack of accurately explaining my reasons for expressing it?  its not like i do a lot of dating anyway... but!  i do have a history of going to girls to express my struggles and search for comfort instead of to Gd. 

i went to an iHOP prophetic ministry session last week.  one of the people mentioned that Gd is giving me the grace to fast and that i would be entering a season of intimacy with Him.  This confirmed that my increasing desire to fast and be alone with Him is on track.  Praise the Lrd!! :)


Ps 63 CJV
1 A psalm of David, when he was in the desert of Y'hudah: O God, you are my God; I will seek you eagerly. My heart thirsts for you, my body longs for you in a land parched and exhausted, where no water can be found. 2 I used to contemplate you in the sanctuary, seeing your power and glory; 3 for your grace is better than life. My lips will worship you. 4 Yes, I will bless you as long as I live; in your name I will lift up my hands. 5 I am as satisfied as with rich food; my mouth praises you with joy on my lips 6 when I remember you on my bed and meditate on you in the night watches. 7 For you have been my help; in the shadow of your wings I rejoice; 8 my heart clings to you; your right hand supports me. 9 But those who seek to destroy my life -may they go to the lowest parts of the earth. 10 May they be given over to the power of the sword; may they become prey for jackals. 11 But the king will rejoice in God. Everyone who swears by him will exult, for the mouths of liars will be silenced.